you and me

i place in you
the best of me
a shield against
the dark

that
threatens
to
consume

knowing you’ll be there
to guide me back

into the light

there is no greater comfort
than the safety of your arms

no promise greater
than your hand
upon
my shoulder

no love greater

than

you
and
me

and

me
and
you

me, i am

I am fluid
I have merged with the universe
I inhabit the night sky
Seeking truth
Understanding
Guidance
I drift in moonbeams
I exist in the light of the sun
Twirling
I inhibit the wind
Destruction follows
My wake
Fullness is insatiable
I consume the worlds
Existence
Shrinks
I disengage
From the
Universe

i
am
alone

touched by an angel

i visit death
in my mind

a hundred moments in a day

i wonder

not what death
is like
but for those
left
behind

i have grieved before
i understand
the
vocabulary
we gave death
and
dying

the desolation of missing a person

i don’t know how to die
i don’t know how to be the one
who causes such misery
by
their absence

i wonder
if they feel our pain
the dead
do they think
on
us
at
all

or maybe there’s just nothingness
a deep and eternal slumber
dreaming
of wonder

perhaps
a longing
to return
earthbound

and
fragile

to touch — once again — our beloved

silent night

back
to
front
we
lay

arms entwined

darkness expands
and
i close my eyes
against the shadows

softly
the words form
tentative

they reach out
and
test the air

seeking
something

maybe solace
maybe acquiescence
or
perhaps
acceptance

beseeching the shadows
they pour forth

softly

against
the
nights
silence